Saluations

I may be one in 100 billion to submit my humble regards to the great heroes.
But more than them , the real heroes are those who have lost their dearest and behaved the 'best and the most courageous.

Yes, I mean the wife of Karkere who refused the one crore and gave a good lesson to the dirty politicians who would like to seek cheap popularity and mint money using this opportunity. Are we all politicians who would grab any dirty money coming by any dirty route.
Money may be an essential thing to our life. But money is not the only thing that can make life happy.

Next is Sandeep Unni 's father. Yes.. show them the doors.

What follows is my rumination.
1) I have always been wondering about the practice of calling one's wife as 'widow of so and so'.
Why? Till her death, any lady remains to be his wife only.So tell that 'wife of ex' .Stop this hurting ,piercing, foolish practice.
2) This is from my own life. Though extremely sad to explain this I would like to tell this. I (karthik's mother), was offered some sort of pension. But i sent a message saying, 'till now i don't accept that my karthik is not with me. If I accept this pension that would mean that I acknowledge his d****, which I am not ready to do in any situation and circumstance.
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What follows is an episode from my life. In 1971 the India pakistan war broke out. I was some 11 or 12 years old and my younger brother was 10 years old. We two underwent a fasting 'demanding ' permission from our mother to go and join army and sacrifice our lives for our country. Like the scenes in the movie ,Inaintha Kaikal , which came much later, we had dreams of going all alone to the war front and kill all the pakistanis!!!!!. ...Dear Sandeep joined the forces with the sole intention of saving our dear country. Never mind if it costs the dearest life. Exactly. my mind set up is also the same. I will die happily in the war to save my country. Even now , at the age of 50, I am ready to join the army. 1971 or 2008. No difference. Don't come digging saying 'mentally still I am 11 years old' .I am happy to accept it.
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anbilum anbana
karthik + amma